Glimpse of Happiness

Glimpse of Happiness

I could still remember..when I was five months pregnant, I always wanted my husband by my side..no one..only him!! When doctor grant me leave to stay home to rest, I wish he could be by side.. I dont know why at first.. I never want anything bad happen to him.. 

While the day passed, I busy myself with chore.. (though i'm not really a domestically abled) I would handle the laundry, cooked and clean.. and I always make sure his hot Milo and dinner is ready just in time for him when he reached home.. 

I'm not bragging about the things I did for him but I feel good when he came home and his food is served... though I am not really a good cook.. but he always appreciate my cooking.. rarely he complained about my cooking.. His smile when he greeted me at the door was something I could never forget throughout my pregnancy.. and he would say.."my baby in Rompers!" 

Though its just memories now..

I have always want him by my side before, during and after pregnancy..No one else.. its just hard to let him go even for a moment.. and I had hope that when my baby is born, he'd look just like his father.. cause I miss that smile.. a smile full of love that meant so much to me.. 

Now I realised that it was just a glimpse of happiness for me..

All those feelings were meant for something big.. something no married couple wanna go through..